A Decade of Journeying

13/3/2025

A decade ago, I was struggling to understand what 'personal growth' meant. I guess I have figured it out now, and it is not even remotely close to anything I had in mind back then.

Back then, I was so, very invested in psychic abilities, then I found out it is but a skill, and there is nothing special to being a psychic other than it is one of the many career paths one can choose to walk.

Back then, I thought meditation was the holy grail, then I understood that it's only the foundation of psychic experiences, healing and everything esoteric.

Back then, I believed that it was my responsibility to make my parents happy. What a load of crap that was 😒

The matter is, you do not have to leave your couch to travel, but you do have to travel to grow. All you needed to sort yourself out is already within you: you do not need to become a parent to be a parent, nor do you need to be a life partner to be a life partner. Be your own parent and life partner, and be damn good at it, before you apply for the job to be someone else's, is the key to happy relationships.

Life is beautiful and straightforward, while it is ever so romantic to make it unpredictable and mysterious, there is a reason poets live much shorter lives 😝

I am tempted to write that it feels like just yesterday, I started to look at myself, but it really is not the case. It has been a very long ten years, to unlearn and let go of the shackles. 

It has completely threw me off, when I realised the service I provide is sacred. That has never been a word I would use outside of video games. I still do not have any religion, nor am I able to understand much of it. My role is simply to pass the energy on, one session at a time.

And the journey continues.